feeling a little better...
last night I balanced my checkbook and discovered that even with Brent not working currently, we have more than enough money to make it through May, even after paying my taxes and putting money aside for the super-secret thing that I am still trying to make happen but not yet ready to announce publicly for fear of jinx.
I emailed my professor and made an appointment to talk about everything that I am behind on there, and how I can catch up in the four classes that remain.
made some headway on the yearbook yesterday, looks like we'll reign it in by Friday as needed to ensure our ship date. also, found out I will likely get to teach not only yearbook, but journalism next year. I have to write a course outline and seek University of CA approval.
still officially "off the wagon" at Weight Watchers, but I've only gained back 3 lbs in almost a month of not really paying attention, so it could be worse.
I still feel like shit, but I am hoping that as things start to level out it will get better.