Nov 04, 2004 23:41
And yet I can't, life is getting really fucked up so quickly its not funny. I know in the long run everything will be fine no matter how it turns out, but right now I can't see past the present and the present scares me, seeing the worst case just makes me feel horrible.
I went out for dinner with my parents tonight and it reminded me why I can't stay in this house, sadly I don't have the money to move out again or well do anything. So I live downstairs and avoid them for a good 22 hours every day (at least 22), and well most everyone else, life is great.