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Today was interesting to say the least. Never had I day where I've been so emotional.
Toariminas is closing early. Instead of 2 weeks it closes this saturday. I don't know what im going to do. Theres no way I can find a decent job by sat. im screwed
Tonight I was talking with Ron and I had the most sureal moment with him. We talked about God and the whole aspect of religion. He then talked to me about as I go through life i'll start to see the little miracles. He told me about the stuff he's seen and it was really awsome. Tomorrow
im bringin in my camera... to capture the last moments........ this really sux :(
Then went out to applebees saw luke stacy jen jess there. I don't think im wrong for leaving church, maybe i'll stop by for sharon's class sunday.....
I need to remember to center myself, when I get to excited I tend to blurt out retarded things :/ ha ha ha ha remnenance of my younger spaz self :D Funny when I look back at myself, how could I have been so hyper??? and what made me change? Well I geuss it's ok to see that side pop up every now and then?
I feel better and im sure things will be much smoother by the end of this week. As soon as the emotions settle. At least it doesen't feel like my head is cracking open..... but...I geuss we'll see wont' we?
I should really go to bed earlier
Toariminas is closing early. Instead of 2 weeks it closes this saturday. I don't know what im going to do. Theres no way I can find a decent job by sat. im screwed
Tonight I was talking with Ron and I had the most sureal moment with him. We talked about God and the whole aspect of religion. He then talked to me about as I go through life i'll start to see the little miracles. He told me about the stuff he's seen and it was really awsome. Tomorrow
im bringin in my camera... to capture the last moments........ this really sux :(
Then went out to applebees saw luke stacy jen jess there. I don't think im wrong for leaving church, maybe i'll stop by for sharon's class sunday.....
I need to remember to center myself, when I get to excited I tend to blurt out retarded things :/ ha ha ha ha remnenance of my younger spaz self :D Funny when I look back at myself, how could I have been so hyper??? and what made me change? Well I geuss it's ok to see that side pop up every now and then?
I feel better and im sure things will be much smoother by the end of this week. As soon as the emotions settle. At least it doesen't feel like my head is cracking open..... but...I geuss we'll see wont' we?
I should really go to bed earlier