New Job
Need to decide if this is a good thing or not. This school in Akron decided to give me the job after all however thisis after making me wait all week for them to be sure they wanted me after sending me the contract. Apparently asking for more ninety made them rethink hiring me.I'm more concerned because they had two candidates they wee interviewing and now they say they are just hiring me for the summer. The tutoring company gave me a client that wasn't four hours a week but it's doing phonics so I'm not sure I can even fill that time. And two other clients that I just need to do paperwork for so May is set. I'm just so nervous about this new place but am I nervous about the company or just the fact that it's a change?
Anxiety and depression are kicking my ass. I've spent days
just laying on the couch or in bed. I believe I can't sleep because I haven't don't anything to make me tired. Tired of people saying it's cuz the tv is on. slept that way my whole life...this insomnia thing is relatively new. Always gonna miss something syndrome? Will to protect maybe since everyone else is asleep and I start to worry. Not going to wake up in time seems the biggest concern since I keep waking up before the alarm.