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To everyone that didn't delete my LJ name, I appreciate it. I am sure a lot of you steer clear of me for different reasons. Some of you are scared of me, some of you have better things to do, some of you may flat out not like me. Whatever the case may be, they are your decisions and I respect that. I am sorry to anyone who was caught in the middle of anything that happened, and it is not my intention of causing any problems with anyone. I took some time off from everything and everyone and needed to reevaluate my life in several different aspects. I was borderlined for a while, and am picking up the pieces now. I'm through feeling sorry for myself, and even though only a few people out of everyone that I know tried to check on me, it doesn't matter. You all have your lives and other priorities, and I understand that. To the people that did check on me, thank you. It was your words alone that helped me and you don't know how much I appreciate it.
Shannon - Thank you very much for listening to me rant. I know you've had a rough year as well, but I appreciate you being there for me and being encouraging to me. It's almost symbolic that you gave me a forehead protector for my birthday. You kind of helped me from losing my mind at one point.
Alley - I know I snapped at you a few times, and I know you've already forgiven me for it, but I really am sorry for being rude to you. You are the kind of girl that slaps someone in the face and yells at them to wake up rather than give them a hug and tell them that it's all ok. I think I needed that a little bit, and I appreciate it.
Julie - Even though we don't talk much, you actually emailed me to see how I was doing, and that meant a lot to me. You've always been kind to me, and even though you knew some of what was going on, you still gave me a big smile every time you talked to me, and it helped me a whole lot. :)
Cathy - I know you didn't really know what to say, but we have a lot in common in certain regards, and for some reason, I've always been able to tell you things without fear that they would become public. You've always kept your word to me, and you've been a real friend to me. Thank you very much. :)
Collie - I save you for last because you are very special to me. :) You are a part of my heart, and I trust you more than anyone else I know. Thank you for everything you have done for me, and thank you for being there when I needed you. You probably won't see this for a few days, because you are in Canada right now, but when you do see this, I hope you smile, because you're the one mainly responsible for saving me. :) I love you with all of my heart, Sakura-chan! ::hugs::
-Aaron
Shannon - Thank you very much for listening to me rant. I know you've had a rough year as well, but I appreciate you being there for me and being encouraging to me. It's almost symbolic that you gave me a forehead protector for my birthday. You kind of helped me from losing my mind at one point.
Alley - I know I snapped at you a few times, and I know you've already forgiven me for it, but I really am sorry for being rude to you. You are the kind of girl that slaps someone in the face and yells at them to wake up rather than give them a hug and tell them that it's all ok. I think I needed that a little bit, and I appreciate it.
Julie - Even though we don't talk much, you actually emailed me to see how I was doing, and that meant a lot to me. You've always been kind to me, and even though you knew some of what was going on, you still gave me a big smile every time you talked to me, and it helped me a whole lot. :)
Cathy - I know you didn't really know what to say, but we have a lot in common in certain regards, and for some reason, I've always been able to tell you things without fear that they would become public. You've always kept your word to me, and you've been a real friend to me. Thank you very much. :)
Collie - I save you for last because you are very special to me. :) You are a part of my heart, and I trust you more than anyone else I know. Thank you for everything you have done for me, and thank you for being there when I needed you. You probably won't see this for a few days, because you are in Canada right now, but when you do see this, I hope you smile, because you're the one mainly responsible for saving me. :) I love you with all of my heart, Sakura-chan! ::hugs::
-Aaron