Bloody Knuckles.
Last night was fun. Until we came home.
We dressed Morrigan up as Boo from Monsters Inc. as planned. Leesha dressed as some hotty. We went door to door for candy, it was all good.
After we went back to my moms house and decided that we would stay and watch a movie, and I had the bright idea that we should watch my pirated version of Shaun of the Dead, so Leesha and I left to go get it and Morrigan stayed there. And thank God she stayed with my mom.
We pull in the driveway and on Leeshas moms (she was at a Halloween party) was half of our boxes from upstairs... Just sitting there from hood to trunk. I can't explain how pissed I was. Let me backtrack for everyone new to my list or who can't keep up with me because of my lack of posts...
We live in duplex next to nothing a month. My uncle leases it to us who lives in the apartment next to us. When Leeshas mom moved in with us, he "fell" for her. Leeshas mom has a drinking problem. My uncle doesn't like that. My uncle has a drinking problem and a drug problem "scratches head"...
So for the past two months there has been a huge problem with my uncle trying to kick Leeshas mom out only because she "blows him off" because he's "falling for her". SO.......... Whatever, it's a complicated mess. It comes down to both of our families are fucking idiots.
So we come home, boxes on car. I rush to his door and bang on it so fucking hard my knucles start bleeding and I ripped him in half with unkind words and threats. Mostly I was making the point across that no matter how pissed or worried or whatever the fuck he is/was at leeshas mom, he had no reason to do what he did...
We go into the house and start franticly getting things we needed for the night, becuase we obviously weren't going to stay there.. and he fucking shuts our power off. That's right, he goes in the basement and turns our breaker off. So I light candles and continue trying to figure out what to do with all of our boxes and getting stuff ready for the night... About 10 minutes later it comes back on. We finish what we are doing and leave.
In conclusion, besides are family having issues beyond our reach, is we have 3 days to move. Where? To New Mexico. Right across the border of El Paso TX, where Leesha has family to help us out. Actualy we'll head there first, and have them help us until we can get settled...
That's just the begining. As you know, I have 2 cars. One is a beat up convertable that runs but is VERY small and there is no way it can carry a trailer. The second is my Ford Contour that doesn't work for some odd reason, I think the transmission is gone. I have no idea. I guess my uncle might trade me his Astro van for my convertable, but then I still need to get rid of my Ford. Within the next couple of days.
I need to drop out of school and quit my job. My grandma is giving us $1,000. My dad is going to give us some money too, but that's only going to be $100 probobly. So we are barley going to make it down there. It's going to cost around $300 in gas. We have Momo of course, so it's going to make the trip a lot longer. She's going to have to stay in the carseat for 3 days probobly. We need to stay at a hotel for like 2 nights I imagine...
This is such a nightmare, and it's going to cost a fortune. We don't even know if we can stay with her family yet...
So much to take into consideration. I am so pissed at our families right now. There isn't one person in my family that I'm not pissed at for some reason or another. Except my uncle Curt. The one that might trade us the van.
John Kerry is in Cleveland tonight. I have to work :(.
I hope everyone is voting. The elections on top of everything else are stressing the shit out of me.
Oh, I can't cry. I'm still worried about that. I feel like an android. I haven't cried in a couple of months. I just feel like my heart is being stabbed over and over...
We dressed Morrigan up as Boo from Monsters Inc. as planned. Leesha dressed as some hotty. We went door to door for candy, it was all good.
After we went back to my moms house and decided that we would stay and watch a movie, and I had the bright idea that we should watch my pirated version of Shaun of the Dead, so Leesha and I left to go get it and Morrigan stayed there. And thank God she stayed with my mom.
We pull in the driveway and on Leeshas moms (she was at a Halloween party) was half of our boxes from upstairs... Just sitting there from hood to trunk. I can't explain how pissed I was. Let me backtrack for everyone new to my list or who can't keep up with me because of my lack of posts...
We live in duplex next to nothing a month. My uncle leases it to us who lives in the apartment next to us. When Leeshas mom moved in with us, he "fell" for her. Leeshas mom has a drinking problem. My uncle doesn't like that. My uncle has a drinking problem and a drug problem "scratches head"...
So for the past two months there has been a huge problem with my uncle trying to kick Leeshas mom out only because she "blows him off" because he's "falling for her". SO.......... Whatever, it's a complicated mess. It comes down to both of our families are fucking idiots.
So we come home, boxes on car. I rush to his door and bang on it so fucking hard my knucles start bleeding and I ripped him in half with unkind words and threats. Mostly I was making the point across that no matter how pissed or worried or whatever the fuck he is/was at leeshas mom, he had no reason to do what he did...
We go into the house and start franticly getting things we needed for the night, becuase we obviously weren't going to stay there.. and he fucking shuts our power off. That's right, he goes in the basement and turns our breaker off. So I light candles and continue trying to figure out what to do with all of our boxes and getting stuff ready for the night... About 10 minutes later it comes back on. We finish what we are doing and leave.
In conclusion, besides are family having issues beyond our reach, is we have 3 days to move. Where? To New Mexico. Right across the border of El Paso TX, where Leesha has family to help us out. Actualy we'll head there first, and have them help us until we can get settled...
That's just the begining. As you know, I have 2 cars. One is a beat up convertable that runs but is VERY small and there is no way it can carry a trailer. The second is my Ford Contour that doesn't work for some odd reason, I think the transmission is gone. I have no idea. I guess my uncle might trade me his Astro van for my convertable, but then I still need to get rid of my Ford. Within the next couple of days.
I need to drop out of school and quit my job. My grandma is giving us $1,000. My dad is going to give us some money too, but that's only going to be $100 probobly. So we are barley going to make it down there. It's going to cost around $300 in gas. We have Momo of course, so it's going to make the trip a lot longer. She's going to have to stay in the carseat for 3 days probobly. We need to stay at a hotel for like 2 nights I imagine...
This is such a nightmare, and it's going to cost a fortune. We don't even know if we can stay with her family yet...
So much to take into consideration. I am so pissed at our families right now. There isn't one person in my family that I'm not pissed at for some reason or another. Except my uncle Curt. The one that might trade us the van.
John Kerry is in Cleveland tonight. I have to work :(.
I hope everyone is voting. The elections on top of everything else are stressing the shit out of me.
Oh, I can't cry. I'm still worried about that. I feel like an android. I haven't cried in a couple of months. I just feel like my heart is being stabbed over and over...