Aug 24, 2004 12:31
i went out today to go get like school supplies and uniform stuff and i was having really good luck finding things..which was weird..i never have any luck. so i knew something just HAD to go wrong, because that wouldve just not have been normal.
when i saw the class lists for school, i was of course pretty happy im with my friends, but i donno i really just dont like how the class is...theres no diversity..i donno maybe im just weird but i dont like it.
anyways, caitlyns got a bunch of her friends over..so ive been just kind of sitting on the couch watching them act like idiots..when they start talking about a bunch of different stuff and then....i dont know why but i was informed by my sister that my parents didnt mean to have me...meaning i was one of those "whoops" kind of babies..........
its really nice to know you were never ment to live..
...i dont write about this to make people think things or try to seek attention...i just need some kind of way to express my feelings and emotions so if you dont like it--its quite simple--dont read it.
but whatever. i guess ill just go to bed. theres no purpose for me to be awake.