consious effort.
A lot of things have changed for me obviously. im not as tempermental as i once was but when i am. the only real thing i can say is im human (irish temper to be specific) Beyond that Im going to quit smoking (cigerettes cigars and yeah weed too) Im gonna quit all the other drugs (shrooms even tho ive only done them twice) and im planning to stay drink free til my birthday atleast (over 80 days)
Im sick and tired of all this talk i put out about how im gonna change and then do nothing. starting 2 days ago i finally shut up and started. ive started running 2 miles a day since wednesday. of course this goes from not running at all. beyond that. i started drinking caffiene again. just in small doses because it can fuck up my stomach cuz i had gone from drinking alot to drinking barely any then back to drinking alot. so needless to say i cant do it again. beyond that, when my parents get back 2day im gonna ask them to buy healthier foods for me like milk salad eggs canadian bacon vegis fruits and all that shit. im sick of not being in shape and im sick of not working that much harder for that or anything else.
Anyways with thoughts of other things come aggrivation so ill update again later...now that i actually update
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Im sick and tired of all this talk i put out about how im gonna change and then do nothing. starting 2 days ago i finally shut up and started. ive started running 2 miles a day since wednesday. of course this goes from not running at all. beyond that. i started drinking caffiene again. just in small doses because it can fuck up my stomach cuz i had gone from drinking alot to drinking barely any then back to drinking alot. so needless to say i cant do it again. beyond that, when my parents get back 2day im gonna ask them to buy healthier foods for me like milk salad eggs canadian bacon vegis fruits and all that shit. im sick of not being in shape and im sick of not working that much harder for that or anything else.
Anyways with thoughts of other things come aggrivation so ill update again later...now that i actually update
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