Sep 15, 2009 00:18
i love jen. We went to manson... she looks better then ever. I miss her... being able to hold her, kiss her, to love her in every way possible. I want us back. It kills me to know she is with another guy. This hurt won't go away until we are back together... and even then I'm not so sure.
I love Jen. I always will. I can't change how i feel. I hope she's happier with how things are right now. I want to win her back.
I need to move on to though. It's hard. Hopefully the date coming up will help. I could use it. I know it won't change how i feel though, just mask my true feelings. I suppose that will always be better then nothing