the good, the bad, the ugly
the good:
i was feeling kinda down since i got into work (see: the bad) and thinking that maybe nothing will progress with olivier. maybe last week was it and we'll just go about or business saying "hi" and "ca va" but nothing more. i saw him pass a few times, but nada. and THEN:
he stopped by my desk looking hot, as usual. the outfit: thin, gray turtleneck sweater (cashmere?), diesel jeans, NY hat (maybe that was for me!). anyway, he stopped and asked how i was, i asked about my weeked, i complained about mine, and thennnnnn he asked me to go to lunch, quite casually but, definately. so in my calm manner, i was like "sure if you want". if HE wants. HAH. like i would turn down this opportunity. ohhh the wheels are in motion. i will be sure to do a complete recap after lunch. yikes.
he didn't waste any time did he??
i picked up my convocation to get my new titre de sejour. i'm almost legal here! ironically, my mom is going into manhattan today to see about getting some more stuff done for my italian passport. i'll never have to worry about dealing with ridiculous french bureacracy again! well...i'm sure they'll always be something.
i did some pretty intense studying last night for law. i'm making up these long review sheets. my new thing is studying on my couch with my laptop. i wrote my film paper like that and it was so comfy and relaxing. i wish i had wifi, then i'd be set. although i'd probably never work if i was connected to the internet.
i painted my nails last night with opi lincoln park after dark. thank you BHV for the 5 finger discount. i'm so evil! there is no way you can justify spending $10+ on this though. oops.
i noticed that i have no pain in my leg anymore which is good news. i won't get around to running until friday which is good cause by then i'll have my new sneaks. yeahh..
so i'm going to prague with leakhena and my mum on saturday. funny how that creeped up! i think it will be a lot of fun.
so..i'm on my way to being rich. not really, but i like to think that. i recently bought 40 shares of apple stock. unfortunately after the first week the stock had taken a big hit after some default problem, i honestly don't remember. all i knew was that i was pissed. but then...last week they turned out their quartery results and apparently surpassed their expectations causing the stock to jump nearly 5 points in one day. aka i hypothetically made $200 in one day, if i sold of course. then the other night i was watching cnn financial new where they were doing a review of what's hot and what's not. apparently, i'm hot. this specialist was giving his predictions saying that it will be a big year for apple. 10% increase (in what? i don't remember) and the possibility of shares to top $100. well, i'm not selling anytime soon. but maybe a year from now? i could take the money and run..to some far off land for vacation. or reinvest it. or buy a rolex.
the bad:
i went to the lab to get a follow up checkup from the summer which i never got around to doing. the doctor kindof freaked me out and now i'm doubting that i have something, again. erk. i guess i'll know when i get the results. no biggie, i guess. but still. and now the fact that i'm not taking birth control is really stressing me out. i don't want to go back on cause i hate the idea of hormones fucking with my body. but then i hate the idea that fucking itself will fuck up my body. see the dilemma? and now i'm worried if i go back on i'll have to go through all the crappy 3 month side-effects and boob-swelling and breakouts and possible weight gain. i hate it. i wish i could be temporarily sterile until i'm ready to have kids, if i ever have them!
heh, looking at this entry i guess there's a lot more "good" than bad. kindof puts things into perspective.
the ugly:
that would be..me. i'm feeling ugly today. it took me forever to get dressed. i'm so indecisive. i was going to wear my new tsumori dress thing but i didn' think my boots worked. i need black boots!! i didn't want to wear shoes with heels cause i knew i'd be walking quite a bit today. plus it's supposed to rain and the weather is just so unpredictable. i finally decided on american retro striped crochet/sweater tank with gray petit bateau shirt underneath, black skinny jeans, cowboy boots, new necklace. don't ask why i feel the need to list in detail outfits. i'm obsessed, what can i say.
plus, my skin was crappy this week end, which didn't bother me since i stayed in the confines of my apartment, but today it's better but dry and i'm so self-concious. there's really no need to stress cause everytime i complain about my skin someone immediately gets exasperated cause they think i have perfect skin. so not the case! plus..on the day i'm going to lunch with olivier. grrr. great timing..
okus, it's really mild today and i felt sweaty on the way to work. gross.