Sep 19, 2005 21:00
today was just plain weird. i didn't enjoy govy like i normally do. i kept falling asleep or losing focus. then when i was coignent, i didn't really talk to anyone...for some reason i just kind of was off somewhere today. there was and partially still is an immense feeling of great sadness hanging over me. i don't know where it comes from but i get the distinct feeling that i will find out soon enough. then this morning as i was driving to school i observed that the moon was out and really close and bright. then on the way to svcc the sun was very large and red and just popping over the horizon. very odd occurances for a very odd day. there were some bright points tho. sandi brought me back some souvinirs from ireland and they are really sweet. i can't wait to wear the necklace she got me. like i said before, i have the feeling that i will find out soon why i had this great sadness hanging over me all day. i couldn't even talk to my friends either...i just was quiet for the whole day...and if you know me then you know me and quiet don't go together.