This is weird for me to express my feelings but it has helped
When you kiss me
I close my eyes
The world stops spinning
Just for a moment
Then reality takes over
And I remember all the hurt you have caused
Not to me
But to someone very near to me
When you touch me
I feel all funny
Like I hope it never stops
I know you wont hurt me
At least not for now
But I do know that you only want one thing
And hate to tell you but you can wait
Until I am ready and I know that you
Won’t just decide not to talk to me one day
When you smile at me
I smile right back
I feel way to comfortable with you
You have seen through my shy side
And brought out the crazy
You say I have blown your mind
But I wont believe it til I know that its true
When we talk
I feel like I can tell you anything
I told you some of my past
And some of my future hopes and dreams
You listen to me and I listen to you
But I know that soon enough it will all come to an end
When I lay my head on your chest
I feel like I have the world
When I have to leave
I say I don’t want to
And you say you don’t want me to either
But you have work in the morning and I have to get home
What is wrong with this picture
I can’t be with you
You don’t want a relationship
You just want to be fuck buddies
Im not even sure if you even want to be friends
I think I am fine with this for now
Since before I decide anything final I have to
Get my life straight
Ok yeah this I know really don’t make since but its true and its my feelings
I close my eyes
The world stops spinning
Just for a moment
Then reality takes over
And I remember all the hurt you have caused
Not to me
But to someone very near to me
When you touch me
I feel all funny
Like I hope it never stops
I know you wont hurt me
At least not for now
But I do know that you only want one thing
And hate to tell you but you can wait
Until I am ready and I know that you
Won’t just decide not to talk to me one day
When you smile at me
I smile right back
I feel way to comfortable with you
You have seen through my shy side
And brought out the crazy
You say I have blown your mind
But I wont believe it til I know that its true
When we talk
I feel like I can tell you anything
I told you some of my past
And some of my future hopes and dreams
You listen to me and I listen to you
But I know that soon enough it will all come to an end
When I lay my head on your chest
I feel like I have the world
When I have to leave
I say I don’t want to
And you say you don’t want me to either
But you have work in the morning and I have to get home
What is wrong with this picture
I can’t be with you
You don’t want a relationship
You just want to be fuck buddies
Im not even sure if you even want to be friends
I think I am fine with this for now
Since before I decide anything final I have to
Get my life straight
Ok yeah this I know really don’t make since but its true and its my feelings