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Oct 22, 2003 21:54

The death of my uncle is just now sinking. Denial is a horrible thing. I've been waking up and pretending it was all a dream. It's not. I wish he was still there. He's not. I can't stand to see my grandmother like this. I do not wish anything like this to happen to anyone. It's the most painful thing I've ever gone through. An accident is one thing, but to be murderd. To be sleeping and woken up only to sleep forever.

After somthing like this, yout views of the death penalty changes. I hope the bastard rots in hell for what he did to my uncle. I hope he dies. Sooner the better. Fuck have him sitting around here "thinking about it" He's wasting air.
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Why the fuck did this have to happen. I'll have to see my crippled grandmother morning the death of her son. Friday is going to be the worst day of my life. Thanks to some Peice of shit asshole I have to see my entire family cry.

I loved tommy. He was always there for me. He did nothing but care for his mother and take care of her his entire life. For 41 years he never lived farther then just one house away from her. ONE HOUSE. He bought her everything she needed. Why the hell does he have to go! He didn't do anything to deserve this.

If it wasn't for him I don't know if I would have started playing guitar. He gave me my first electric guitar and amp...I still have them. I can't stand this. I'm tired of hiding it. Tired of laughing. Tired of cracking jokes. It's all i'm doing to make myself secure. It just comes crashing down. I feel so horrible. I don't want to wake up tommrow..............................................................
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