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well its time for another update..notmuch to say though, i had an entry ready for posting a sec ago but i erased it some how.well like i said notmuch has happened today, i woke up around 3 and tried to call kerri,she had her phone turned off, so i got on here to check my mail and she was on here. she was all pissed and i was tired cause i just woke up.so i broke up with her, then i went back to sleep until like 6 and she called and woke me up.so i guess were back together. but im still kinda unsure about things.she doesnt think i have a reason to be like that.i dunno though..i just doubt most of the stuff she says. i try to belive her but it sometimes her stories just dont make sence. and she has a really selective memory. like she can remember some things but not others that happened on the same day..but i like to be with her and stuff, i guess thats all that matters isnt it?? or mabey i am just sitting myself up.i just hope that if she does do something she would be able to trust me enough to tell me. she was honest once when we first met, and i got mad but i didnt really say too much about it, because she was honest. thats really important to me, the fact that some one is honest. i would overlook a lot of things if someone just came out and told me they did something, rather than me having to find out on my own...and then confronting them about it.well this is getting too long,talking about this stuff is getting old, i need to start hanging out with my friends again...