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this is a rubbish post, do not read.
there must be something in the air: i've not only been lazy and unproductive, i've also been extremely dreamy. deadly combination, i tell you. so tonight, i finally decided to stop wasting good time and start on my essay but i only went as far as to draw up the tables, make headings, scribble a little here and there, and then (!) went back to msn and lj-surfing. what a horrible way to welcome the month!
on another note, i'm thankful that may is finally over. it has not only been very tiring (futile job search attempts, screaming at kids for fighting in class, long sessions of teaching division to the kids, being patient, being fat, etc etc.), it has also been a waste of a good long month! 31 whole days and i did nothing! okay, i'll be fair to myself, i did finish a story (which i reread for the 40th time and realised that it was kind of rubbish - many typing mistakes, phrasing of words in ways i wouldnt have used if i had been more careful with it, etc etc.), read the entire block book on history, the french revolution, rosseau and david AND bought myself many many new books (yay for cheaply-priced books at bookfairs) and stuff like that. zz. i also discovered a new way to do up my hair so it 1. doesn't fall on my forehead/temples and give me pimples; 2. doesn't tickle the back of my neck; and 3. doesn't make me look stupid. yay for more good hair days too (at least until i drag myself out for a haircut - but i always get disastrous haircuts so i'm not so sure abt this).
btw, kissingrose says i still haven't solved the problem of understanding existence and that i still haven't come to terms with reality and humans and stuff like that. huiwen tried to shove a human (being?) at me but i was afraid so i pushed it (?) back at her and ran away. guess i'll have to work a little harder. (which was what i told myself to do when my many job applications churned out no replies, sheesh.) please carrie! stop wasting time! make it a productive june! (which is actually highly impossible due to lack of time mngt, lack of money, lack of job satisfaction (because i've got no proper full-time job), lack of mobility, lack of working out! etc etc. but i'll try! -says it with zest) zz.
i am about to concuss right now (because hk serial fanatic me wants to get up at 10am (!!) to watch tv) so i guess the essay and facing existence and humans (ugh) will have to wait.
there must be something in the air: i've not only been lazy and unproductive, i've also been extremely dreamy. deadly combination, i tell you. so tonight, i finally decided to stop wasting good time and start on my essay but i only went as far as to draw up the tables, make headings, scribble a little here and there, and then (!) went back to msn and lj-surfing. what a horrible way to welcome the month!
on another note, i'm thankful that may is finally over. it has not only been very tiring (futile job search attempts, screaming at kids for fighting in class, long sessions of teaching division to the kids, being patient, being fat, etc etc.), it has also been a waste of a good long month! 31 whole days and i did nothing! okay, i'll be fair to myself, i did finish a story (which i reread for the 40th time and realised that it was kind of rubbish - many typing mistakes, phrasing of words in ways i wouldnt have used if i had been more careful with it, etc etc.), read the entire block book on history, the french revolution, rosseau and david AND bought myself many many new books (yay for cheaply-priced books at bookfairs) and stuff like that. zz. i also discovered a new way to do up my hair so it 1. doesn't fall on my forehead/temples and give me pimples; 2. doesn't tickle the back of my neck; and 3. doesn't make me look stupid. yay for more good hair days too (at least until i drag myself out for a haircut - but i always get disastrous haircuts so i'm not so sure abt this).
btw, kissingrose says i still haven't solved the problem of understanding existence and that i still haven't come to terms with reality and humans and stuff like that. huiwen tried to shove a human (being?) at me but i was afraid so i pushed it (?) back at her and ran away. guess i'll have to work a little harder. (which was what i told myself to do when my many job applications churned out no replies, sheesh.) please carrie! stop wasting time! make it a productive june! (which is actually highly impossible due to lack of time mngt, lack of money, lack of job satisfaction (because i've got no proper full-time job), lack of mobility, lack of working out! etc etc. but i'll try! -says it with zest) zz.
i am about to concuss right now (because hk serial fanatic me wants to get up at 10am (!!) to watch tv) so i guess the essay and facing existence and humans (ugh) will have to wait.