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when you consider the thin line that sits between green grass and greener grass, you know crossing it to the other side (whichever side you're on) is a ridiculous act because they actually both have the same green. there is no definite definition when it comes to talking about thoughts, emotions or both, because you see, i tried to believe that one can exist without the use of emotions but i've failed in my sad attempt - mainly because i was too caught up in the trying and forgot that trying only increases the power of emotions. and thoughts are just sometimes much too overwhelming to control - although i must admit that i do control them better than the emotions thing. aye, why can't we do without all the weakness and sappy stuff?! okay that wouldn't work very well because if i want to be please or feel accomplished or be excited about something, it'd require emotions. okay so can we do without weak emotions?
anyway i got myself a new mobile phone, only because the previous one was looping out and dying but i think i've sort of developed a parental attitude towards this new one, makes up for the me having no one to express motherly love to, i suppose. and another piece of news, i scored 74% on my second assignment on art history/sonnets/music/philosophy which is actually not bad. but now i'm worried because i spent a lot of time and effort on it and i think i deserve the grade BUT i spent less time and not so much effort on the roman empire/games essays, ahh, which means i may do worse. OKAYYY, shall worry abt that when it comes back but what's done is done. i've got the french revolution to deal with for the next few weeks.
on another note, at 3 in the morning today, i was still awake and i decided that my life was hopeless and i was wasting quite a bit of time so i made up my mind to start anew, hoho. i'm going on an intensive diet plan, which means i have to sleep at 12, wake up at 9 (or 10), eat right/good, go to the gym because my membership's rotting away and of course, spend less money on useless stuff like ahem, you know what and other realistic/achievable plans. i started it off well by getting up at 9.30 this morning (considering i only slept for 6.5 hours, i was quite pleased with myself) and did crunches/sit ups and pushups just to get myself going. i won't allow me to fall behind the regime!
and i need to get a full time job because teaching's not paying very much. okay back to french revolution and dinner!
*i know nobody reads my entries.
anyway i got myself a new mobile phone, only because the previous one was looping out and dying but i think i've sort of developed a parental attitude towards this new one, makes up for the me having no one to express motherly love to, i suppose. and another piece of news, i scored 74% on my second assignment on art history/sonnets/music/philosophy which is actually not bad. but now i'm worried because i spent a lot of time and effort on it and i think i deserve the grade BUT i spent less time and not so much effort on the roman empire/games essays, ahh, which means i may do worse. OKAYYY, shall worry abt that when it comes back but what's done is done. i've got the french revolution to deal with for the next few weeks.
on another note, at 3 in the morning today, i was still awake and i decided that my life was hopeless and i was wasting quite a bit of time so i made up my mind to start anew, hoho. i'm going on an intensive diet plan, which means i have to sleep at 12, wake up at 9 (or 10), eat right/good, go to the gym because my membership's rotting away and of course, spend less money on useless stuff like ahem, you know what and other realistic/achievable plans. i started it off well by getting up at 9.30 this morning (considering i only slept for 6.5 hours, i was quite pleased with myself) and did crunches/sit ups and pushups just to get myself going. i won't allow me to fall behind the regime!
and i need to get a full time job because teaching's not paying very much. okay back to french revolution and dinner!
*i know nobody reads my entries.