feeling alittle better. sorta.
Yeah so I'm still working on this whole stressed out thing...I really wish we had band practice today, cuz I get to let out alot of stress then, But I did get to play some today and thats helped my mood alot. Playing Guitar and singing helps me feel happy, I dunno when I'm playing guitar I dont have to worry about anything but the metal wires under my fingertips. And then music travels down the strings and into my fingers and pulsates through my body. releasing pure ephouric happyness. Haha that description sounds more like sex then music. Anywho, Mom and Dad leave town tomorrow...I was supposed to go to Seattle this week but cant cuz I'm poor and must work...wow thats two trips in one month I've missed, florida being the other one. Sucks being old...why the hell am I 19 ? i mean seriously isnt there some 16 year old somewhere who is way more mature than me who deserves the right to vote,go to jail, and buy cigarettes who like to trade some youth with some i dunno age. I wonder if I can have my birth certificate altered ? Ok i'm devising a plan to go to Ali's game...The Guys are going to go if the time works out. Ok I'm talking to like a thousand people online so I'm gonna head out...Ali should be on soon. YAY...i miss her sooo much. I seriously love Ali. later.