i hate people
well once again my friends dissed me. Well they didnt mean to but yea they did. So once again im stuck at home doin nothin. I called Kristen and i mite go hang out with her n get wasted but idk. well yea i broke my promise, earlier today i cryed my self to sleep. I just kept think No this cant be. He couldnt of left me for her. He told me the reason he left was bcuz he didnt want a girlfriend adn he just wanted to hang out with his friends this summer. but why does he have a new gurl? he told me he doesnt but i know he does. It hurts so much. I mean what does she have that i dont? idk i hope he realizes i love him soo much and yea. I only wish he would come back to me but idk. I know that will prolly never happen. Im so lost with out him. He was my Life, My EVERYTHING. idk im just so hurt by him. All the broken promises, EVERYTTHING. Its like Why, Why did he do this to me? What did i do to ever deserve this kind of treatment from him? idk
well today was pretty boreing. Damon called me and we talked for a whilee and he wanted to know if i could go out with him tomm to dinner and to see THE Traveling Pants of The Sisterhood so i asked mom and she said i could go out with him tomm nite. I really want to and he a GREAT guy. I just dont know if im ready. Zack still has my WHOLE heart. Im goin to try and go and have a good time but yea its goin to be hard:( aww Damon is soo sweet he told me he is gonna cry on my shoulder if the movie is sad. awww hes prolly gonna hate the movie but yea i been wantin to see it!
well im waitin on amanda or kristen to call me back soo yeaa im goin
GOODBYE!
<3
What did i ever do to deserve this?
well today was pretty boreing. Damon called me and we talked for a whilee and he wanted to know if i could go out with him tomm to dinner and to see THE Traveling Pants of The Sisterhood so i asked mom and she said i could go out with him tomm nite. I really want to and he a GREAT guy. I just dont know if im ready. Zack still has my WHOLE heart. Im goin to try and go and have a good time but yea its goin to be hard:( aww Damon is soo sweet he told me he is gonna cry on my shoulder if the movie is sad. awww hes prolly gonna hate the movie but yea i been wantin to see it!
well im waitin on amanda or kristen to call me back soo yeaa im goin
GOODBYE!
<3
What did i ever do to deserve this?