Overblown
And all of a sudden i felt very, very scared.
although it had absolutely nothing to do with me, even if i wasn't even there, i suddenly felt afraid. and i remembered how they always used to tell us that you can't trust everybody. sometimes even the ones you think you know, they up and stab you the moment you turn your back.
and all of a sudden i missed them so much, the usual suspects.
the fear made me want to go to the last place i felt safe, the last place where i knew no one would hurt me on purpose. and save for that time niki and i fell asleep on my beanbags WHILE getting ready to go to a party (true story), the last safe place i remember was pagudpud. maybe it was the mixture of the wild waves and the freezing water and the fake chairs we "carved" out of the sand and all the liempo we ate.
whatever it was, it felt like home.
the world is so full of people you don't expect. and it isn't always a good thing. and because of one incident (that i wasn't even involved with!), i suddenly find myself doubting every single person coming my way.
tiring, tiring.
although it had absolutely nothing to do with me, even if i wasn't even there, i suddenly felt afraid. and i remembered how they always used to tell us that you can't trust everybody. sometimes even the ones you think you know, they up and stab you the moment you turn your back.
and all of a sudden i missed them so much, the usual suspects.
the fear made me want to go to the last place i felt safe, the last place where i knew no one would hurt me on purpose. and save for that time niki and i fell asleep on my beanbags WHILE getting ready to go to a party (true story), the last safe place i remember was pagudpud. maybe it was the mixture of the wild waves and the freezing water and the fake chairs we "carved" out of the sand and all the liempo we ate.
whatever it was, it felt like home.
the world is so full of people you don't expect. and it isn't always a good thing. and because of one incident (that i wasn't even involved with!), i suddenly find myself doubting every single person coming my way.
tiring, tiring.