Oct 13, 2004 23:38
I'm tired of dwelling on an emotion because I really don't want to solve it I just want to explore it. I'm tired holding my toungue and biting back my screams. I guess you get numb to certain things. Or you realize there's more to life than this. I guess it's hard to let go of the feeling of control and accept the fact that eventually everything will work out for the best in the end. Ironically that moment is when you are in most control. Life is actually really funny if you think about it... and, of course, it's all in the way you think about it.
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do