I'd like to go and show you more precisely, But if only you knew that it's not so easy...
Things are supposed to get better. Will I have the possibility once in my life for same feelings with someone? Maybe but no one is sure of anything. The only thing I'm sure of is that I'm fucking too shy and this will have some fucking hard consequences to the development of my shitty life hell yeah. I don't know what to do. Well, I actually do but I can't. I hate myself really. As if it was not enough, that guy is the same way so we're not gonna move forward really. And you know what? If I don't do anything, nothing's gonna happen and I'll regret it 'till I die and I'll just blame myself. So why don't I move my fucking ass right now ? I can't explain.
Anyways. I've written lots of poems in the past two days and I'll post one today. The one that fits the best my mood right now. Sorry again for that badass presentation but I can't copy/paste with the nice font anymore. Fuck the changes ! And yeah, I'll actually put TWO poems that are quite similar each other. Let me know what you think then 'cause it's been 5 months that I haven't been writing.
From Smile To Waist Holding, I'll Be Waiting
I swear you make me so smile
That my cheeks suffer for a long while
You're making my days
And you make my mood raise
I know I might be misunderstanding
And crash into a wall of feelings
So I just have to try and wait
Until you come and hold my waist.
Smile Maker
You seem amazing to me
No matter what others can say
I'll never find something wrong with you. See,
How you've changed me in a good way
You've got that power to make me smile
All the time, even when it rains
And I know this is not only for a while
It'll last until you leave me with the pain.
© Miyuki U. 2010
Anyways. I've written lots of poems in the past two days and I'll post one today. The one that fits the best my mood right now. Sorry again for that badass presentation but I can't copy/paste with the nice font anymore. Fuck the changes ! And yeah, I'll actually put TWO poems that are quite similar each other. Let me know what you think then 'cause it's been 5 months that I haven't been writing.
From Smile To Waist Holding, I'll Be Waiting
I swear you make me so smile
That my cheeks suffer for a long while
You're making my days
And you make my mood raise
I know I might be misunderstanding
And crash into a wall of feelings
So I just have to try and wait
Until you come and hold my waist.
Smile Maker
You seem amazing to me
No matter what others can say
I'll never find something wrong with you. See,
How you've changed me in a good way
You've got that power to make me smile
All the time, even when it rains
And I know this is not only for a while
It'll last until you leave me with the pain.
© Miyuki U. 2010