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downlo323: Hey even though i wanna marry this girl I still wanna see pics of you
downlo323: wink wink
nightshade191: oh what a self esteem boost you are
hmmm... so yeah I talk to him again sometimes, and usually he's really considerate and interesting... but WTF. "hey, i want to marry the girl i'm dating now... but... i still want you to take pronographic photos and videos of yourself and send them to me. and yeah my girlfriend is fine with it."
what WHAT makes it alright to ask a girl who you are not seeing for photos of herself? and he was soooo sure of himself too, like he'd be shocked if i said no. what makes it more annoying still is that he knows what i am going through right now with the rape and pressing charges and whatnot. he knows that at the moment im really trying not to be seen as you know... a sex object... or something like that.
and also, i wish i couldn't say this and it is so hard to admit, but hearing that request from him also made me realize just how easy it would be for me to fall back into that place.
fuckers.
downlo323: wink wink
nightshade191: oh what a self esteem boost you are
hmmm... so yeah I talk to him again sometimes, and usually he's really considerate and interesting... but WTF. "hey, i want to marry the girl i'm dating now... but... i still want you to take pronographic photos and videos of yourself and send them to me. and yeah my girlfriend is fine with it."
what WHAT makes it alright to ask a girl who you are not seeing for photos of herself? and he was soooo sure of himself too, like he'd be shocked if i said no. what makes it more annoying still is that he knows what i am going through right now with the rape and pressing charges and whatnot. he knows that at the moment im really trying not to be seen as you know... a sex object... or something like that.
and also, i wish i couldn't say this and it is so hard to admit, but hearing that request from him also made me realize just how easy it would be for me to fall back into that place.
fuckers.