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life is a big disappointment.
they're is never anything exciting or fun
going on anymore. ive lost way to many friends.
no one keeps touch, & than when i try.. it just seems to fail every time.
i know all i do is complain, but shit son,
nothing ever fucking changes.
same thing everysingle day.
its getting to me, & i cant handle it.
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
im thinking of going back to schoool,
next year... i dont know where though.
i dont like harbor or some people theyre
so i wouldnt go there. i would probably go
to costamesa or back bay. probably back bay
cause it would be better getting out earlier.
if ya know what i mean. cause i despite school
fucking hate it more than anything.
maybe than ill have more of a life & more friends
to hang out with. i dont know, its hard though.
cause i have a bf and he feels like we have to be
together everysingle MINUTE. & i mean i love him to death,
its just i need breaks sometimes & telling him that would break him.
blah its so diffcult, we get in like the stupidest fights everyday
over the stupid shit ever, over me not talking to him for like 10mins.
or me facing the other way. he gets all affended and says im ignoring him
than gets in this whole bad mood. i just cant handle it. and than i laugh
cause its so fucking stupid sometimes & he just gets more pisssed.
its like everything i do, i make him mad at me or upset.
& the sad part is, usually i dont do shit. maybe cause hes obsessive.
i dont know! help!
they're is never anything exciting or fun
going on anymore. ive lost way to many friends.
no one keeps touch, & than when i try.. it just seems to fail every time.
i know all i do is complain, but shit son,
nothing ever fucking changes.
same thing everysingle day.
its getting to me, & i cant handle it.
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
im thinking of going back to schoool,
next year... i dont know where though.
i dont like harbor or some people theyre
so i wouldnt go there. i would probably go
to costamesa or back bay. probably back bay
cause it would be better getting out earlier.
if ya know what i mean. cause i despite school
fucking hate it more than anything.
maybe than ill have more of a life & more friends
to hang out with. i dont know, its hard though.
cause i have a bf and he feels like we have to be
together everysingle MINUTE. & i mean i love him to death,
its just i need breaks sometimes & telling him that would break him.
blah its so diffcult, we get in like the stupidest fights everyday
over the stupid shit ever, over me not talking to him for like 10mins.
or me facing the other way. he gets all affended and says im ignoring him
than gets in this whole bad mood. i just cant handle it. and than i laugh
cause its so fucking stupid sometimes & he just gets more pisssed.
its like everything i do, i make him mad at me or upset.
& the sad part is, usually i dont do shit. maybe cause hes obsessive.
i dont know! help!