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hey.
havent updated this shit inawhile. Well anyways things been okay, same old shit basically, smoking weed everyday. YOU KNOW THE USUAL :].
& me and ryans 3months was on the 26th. i dont know. i have alot on my mind...
i think im to young to fall in love, i think i have way more coming for me, and im scared of breaking his heart, even though hes the greatest amazing boy in the world.
im just scared of doing something wrong, or making a mistake and breaking his heart.
but than again im afraid of my heart getting broken.. ahhh so much things to think about. i dont even know. i just wish love was simple. & so was life. things would be so much easier. But sometimes things are never easy in life
& you just have to deal with it. ANYWAYS, i need a fucking life, i smoke weed to much, [ not that i dont like it ], im just getting fatter everyday [ it sucks ] hahahaaaa.
havent updated this shit inawhile. Well anyways things been okay, same old shit basically, smoking weed everyday. YOU KNOW THE USUAL :].
& me and ryans 3months was on the 26th. i dont know. i have alot on my mind...
i think im to young to fall in love, i think i have way more coming for me, and im scared of breaking his heart, even though hes the greatest amazing boy in the world.
im just scared of doing something wrong, or making a mistake and breaking his heart.
but than again im afraid of my heart getting broken.. ahhh so much things to think about. i dont even know. i just wish love was simple. & so was life. things would be so much easier. But sometimes things are never easy in life
& you just have to deal with it. ANYWAYS, i need a fucking life, i smoke weed to much, [ not that i dont like it ], im just getting fatter everyday [ it sucks ] hahahaaaa.