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Have you ever realized that the summer always has weird memories?
For instance, I always get certain songs or smells that remind me
of summers even from elementary school. And every single memory
really makes you sad, even the happy ones. When you think of a friend
and you think of how they were over the summer you see how drastically they have changed
or you yourself has changed and it is kind of difficult to think about. All of your friends change
so much and you cant stop them. They just change, and some of them become cooler then you and some you become cooler then,and very rarely is there a friend that stays your friend the exact same way they were the year before. So this is one of the reasons i do not like the summer. It just seems to have an affect on everyone. I dont like highschool already and I am not even there yet. I just dont want to have to see what another summer is going to do to the people i know, i dont even want to thikn about it. I mean like everyone at my school already is starting the "you are gay" stuff and if we already start fighting then no one is going to have any friends for highschool.
but we will see what happens...i hope nothing bad or drastic.
♥
For instance, I always get certain songs or smells that remind me
of summers even from elementary school. And every single memory
really makes you sad, even the happy ones. When you think of a friend
and you think of how they were over the summer you see how drastically they have changed
or you yourself has changed and it is kind of difficult to think about. All of your friends change
so much and you cant stop them. They just change, and some of them become cooler then you and some you become cooler then,and very rarely is there a friend that stays your friend the exact same way they were the year before. So this is one of the reasons i do not like the summer. It just seems to have an affect on everyone. I dont like highschool already and I am not even there yet. I just dont want to have to see what another summer is going to do to the people i know, i dont even want to thikn about it. I mean like everyone at my school already is starting the "you are gay" stuff and if we already start fighting then no one is going to have any friends for highschool.
but we will see what happens...i hope nothing bad or drastic.
♥