A few new (and re-occurring) thoughts
So yea, I've been camping at Old Forge with Devin since Tuesday morning. I'll sum it all up very quickly. Rain, rain, drinking, Enchanted Forest Water Safari. We had alot of fun but I wish I didnt get my sleeping stuff soaked on the first night. That sucked hardcore. Enough of that.
Tera and I are actually talking and being friends again. It'll never be the same as it used to be but it's nice.
Have you ever really liked someone, have them like you back and not date? And I don't mean not date because it's weird and you're 'better off as friends'. I mean... 'We can't date because my mother hates you for no reason and I'm not willing to tell her off because apparently I don't really like you that much?' kinda thing? Ugh. And then it's even more ironic when she watches a movie and falls asleep at the point in the movie where it says, "'it wasnt over for me!' 'it still isnt over!'". I miss her. I really do. As I was at Enchanted Forest Water Safari I was talked to by many girls and a few of them weren't bad looking. I played it up in front of Devin but I really just can't stop thinking about her whenever I look at another girl. It sucks when I listen to music too. I hear lyrics over and over again that can fit into any situation about her. She told me tonight 'you're over me. you said you were' and IMMEDIATELY I thought of Alive Out Of Habit by From Autumn To Ashes. "Words are lost in your eyes, One thought inside my heart I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do. " I can't get away from it. My last words on this topic: I'm sorry about what happened in the past. Things and people change. I can't change what I did but I can change what I do. "We could live For a thousand years But if I hurt you I'd make wine from your tears." I miss you. Never Forget.
Tera and I are actually talking and being friends again. It'll never be the same as it used to be but it's nice.
Have you ever really liked someone, have them like you back and not date? And I don't mean not date because it's weird and you're 'better off as friends'. I mean... 'We can't date because my mother hates you for no reason and I'm not willing to tell her off because apparently I don't really like you that much?' kinda thing? Ugh. And then it's even more ironic when she watches a movie and falls asleep at the point in the movie where it says, "'it wasnt over for me!' 'it still isnt over!'". I miss her. I really do. As I was at Enchanted Forest Water Safari I was talked to by many girls and a few of them weren't bad looking. I played it up in front of Devin but I really just can't stop thinking about her whenever I look at another girl. It sucks when I listen to music too. I hear lyrics over and over again that can fit into any situation about her. She told me tonight 'you're over me. you said you were' and IMMEDIATELY I thought of Alive Out Of Habit by From Autumn To Ashes. "Words are lost in your eyes, One thought inside my heart I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do. " I can't get away from it. My last words on this topic: I'm sorry about what happened in the past. Things and people change. I can't change what I did but I can change what I do. "We could live For a thousand years But if I hurt you I'd make wine from your tears." I miss you. Never Forget.