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[thecrimsonlie]

if i cried a million times more...
would you kiss me a million times more
and swallow me whole
so i wouldnt have to see the light of day ever again

or would i realize you kissing me a million times less... a million times not at all

a million times how im afraid it is

and a million less hugs and no more smiles... no more lives to live to no more smiles

i wish i was drunk tonight... maybe then i could swallow myself whole
and i woudlnt have to bleed or think or dream or fuck up