continued from before
i come to you
from the cavet of emotions
and i dont think
you can find me
because ive lost myself again
i dont know how you
can live with yourself
and the lies you tell
just to make me like you more
you dont have to lie
i like you the way you are
you dont have to worry
about impressing the bosses
because they know what you're all about
things are crazy, i dont know who to believe or what to believe anymore. why cant you all just tell me the truth. i can handle it, im a big girl. i wont get lost and i wont break down. i can comprehend what you say to me you know. this has been another hectic night and i just am left with so many unfinished thoughts. i just dont know what to think anymore. im just sitting here, feeling sorry for myself and its wrong. so im going to feel bad for other people. i just dont know what to do anymore. im crying for once and it scares me. i havent cried for months.
whats happening to me?