wondering // wednesday
Hello again...
I've felt so drawn out lately, and I don't know why. I slept for a long time last night, but it wasn't a very good sleep. I felt like I hardly got any. Then I slept for like 3 hours this afternoon and I could sleep for 8 more. There's just a lot going through my mind lately and I don't really like it, but it's okay I guess. Myabe school and parents are stressing me out, as well as other contributing factors. I can't wait for exams to be over. Honestly I need a break from the crap at school. I need...I don't know what I need anymore. I need an outlet really. Maybe I'll invest in some drawing pencils and a sketchbook and find a way up to the beach and just.... draw. Or write. But writing is what I usually do and it makes me think about whats going on. Drawing and painting... they help me to forget what's going on around me. Like the whole five minute focus' in art class. I loved them because I just concentrated on the art and not on anything around me. Same with playing the piano. I'll have to buy some music too. Why not, right?
Well anyway, I need to plan an outting with a certain group of people (Pop Tart, Marcin, etc.) and just run around somewhere. Anywhere! Delaware Park again? Or... I don't know. Shelley's bday party is coming up soon so I guess it should be interesting.
I'm out...babysitting again...
Cole
Happy two months to us...
I've felt so drawn out lately, and I don't know why. I slept for a long time last night, but it wasn't a very good sleep. I felt like I hardly got any. Then I slept for like 3 hours this afternoon and I could sleep for 8 more. There's just a lot going through my mind lately and I don't really like it, but it's okay I guess. Myabe school and parents are stressing me out, as well as other contributing factors. I can't wait for exams to be over. Honestly I need a break from the crap at school. I need...I don't know what I need anymore. I need an outlet really. Maybe I'll invest in some drawing pencils and a sketchbook and find a way up to the beach and just.... draw. Or write. But writing is what I usually do and it makes me think about whats going on. Drawing and painting... they help me to forget what's going on around me. Like the whole five minute focus' in art class. I loved them because I just concentrated on the art and not on anything around me. Same with playing the piano. I'll have to buy some music too. Why not, right?
Well anyway, I need to plan an outting with a certain group of people (Pop Tart, Marcin, etc.) and just run around somewhere. Anywhere! Delaware Park again? Or... I don't know. Shelley's bday party is coming up soon so I guess it should be interesting.
I'm out...babysitting again...
Cole
Happy two months to us...