my opinion
there is so much in my head i feel like i am going crazy. but it is strange cause it's not all bad, but there is just so much of it. i don't even know how to begin explaining. i have opinions, and strong ones at that...that i don't share with people. especially not people that have strong opinions as well. i have almost gotten to the point where i try to avoid having them...because i don't do anything about them most of the time. granted there are many that i do share, but so many more that i at least tweek before i share them, and i'm begining to wonder why. will people think less of me because of the ideal i have and the things i believe in? if they do, which some will...why should i care. so many people have opinions i don't agree with. i think part of the reason i hide mine so much is that...so many people spend all of their time forcing their opinions down other people's throats...and i'm not ok with that. i mean i really admire people that can stand up for the beliefs they have, in spite of persecution, and let people know what's going on...but that is different then forcing them upon EVERYONE, cause believe it or not...some people just don't care. and a big influence is really the importance of the issue, in my head at least. i don't know. i'm afriad that my opinions are not ones i should have, so i hide them. i'm going to try and not do that anymore. at least slowly with the people in my life that matter. just a thought. part of my new honesty thing i guess.