Dec 07, 2005 22:54
My emotions are so weird... I always seem to find myself in unstable situations. It's hard for me to remain unattached. I've been in many friends with benefits relationships and i ALWAYS end up liking the guy , so ya figure i wouldn't put myself in that kinda of situaation anymore , but i still tend to. Oh well , hopefully everything goes well.. I want things to go straight for a while , i'm just trying to concentrate on work and getting ready saving up for school in the spring. It's weird when you spend a lot of time with a person and you just feel happy and comfotable with them... Part of me doesn't wanna like Ez anymore , cause i don't wanna get hurt again , but then there's a tiny part of me that want to get back together. Sigh , i'm probably thinkig too much right now...or maybe divulging too many of my thoughts... I need to lay off relationships for a while right now , and i know this, but it's hard to keep all the confusion and jealousy in check when you wanna try to be unattached. I suppose i'll figure things out. Ok moving on...
I was a tad disappointed in the ending of Real World Austin it was kinda sad to see them get so hostile at the end , but there you go that's the real part of the real world people let their true colors show on the last day. It was a good finale , but the reunion was so uncomfortable , cause you could sense the awkwardness of the room over there. I'm in anticipation for The Gauntlet 2 !! And i'll talk more later when i know more about Real World Key West (the next season!!!!) Ok byee. I hope all are well! Hasta Pasta n' Ciao!!