. . . retreat into my memories and flourish within my fantasies, rather than deal . . .

[thecoyraconteur]

I decided to retreat into my memories and flourish within my fantasies, rather than deal with the pressing situation at hand . . . despite its omnipresent quality.

Memories and fantasies are illusions that one can control, which accounts for a large portion of their appeal. The memories at the forefront of my mind are of the more pleasant experiences in my life. I draw from these to stabilize my mood and create contentment, and at least a fleeting moment of peacefulness, where there was previously a lack. Within fantasies, the dreamer is able to control his destiny and fate perfectly, making this another appealing alternative to reality.

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I saw a friend of mine that I haven't seen in about two years this evening. He was lovely. His straightforward and unapologetic assertions delighted me; frankness can be a rather humorous characteristic. When delivered in a manner that is not meant to evoke humor, it often receives more than necessary.

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A man does what he can until his destiny is revealed.