You should know...
My theory has been proven, or at least put down to two parts. Either everyone in the world cannot stand me for some reason or another, or I’m just so annoying that no one is capable of caring.
Ever since I was a kid my younger brothers have picked on me ruthlessly. Once I got into dear ol’ elementary school I was criticized by my “friends,” honestly you can’t really even call them friends. As I’m sure a lot of you remember elementary school was a time for the magical wonder of clubs! Well I considered myself friends with five girls in my grade that, apparently, did not see me as a friend. In an attempt to not hurt my feelings, I was informed that I could be there “substitute” friend; basically the club was the “five star club” and it could only have five members - I was the sixth.
Whenever a “friend” of mine had a birthday party, I was the pity guest (my “friends” had nothing to do with my invite, their parents did). To put it bluntly elementary and middle school were shit. High school wasn’t all that much better. For the sake of space, we won’t go into high school.
But we will go into College. As of recently, someone very near to me has informed me that he considers himself mean, rude, and horrible towards me. Although I am grateful that he actually found it necessary to explain this to me, and that I didn't see him as ever treating me this way, does not mean it doesn’t hurt. I’m tired of people picking on me, tired of the constant overflow of evilness; that was supposed to end back in middle school! Still getting it through high school, where my brothers attended, is one thing. But hell, I’m in college now, no brothers here - yet I’m still the same outcast I was to my own family!
Yes, I’m pissed, yes, I’m livid. And yes, I WANT MY AUNT SUZY!
Honestly though, what is it I do that causes you all to ridicule me so? If you say it’s because I make myself an outcast it’s because that’s the only thing I know to make of myself. God, I’m so happy it’s almost spring break.
PS: If you think you know who it is that’s informed me that they’re “mean” to me - you’re most likely wrong, but if you should know who he is (or you simply are him) don’t say who you think it is, I left no name for a reason! So, for crying out loud, don’t even make guesses as to who it could be!
Ever since I was a kid my younger brothers have picked on me ruthlessly. Once I got into dear ol’ elementary school I was criticized by my “friends,” honestly you can’t really even call them friends. As I’m sure a lot of you remember elementary school was a time for the magical wonder of clubs! Well I considered myself friends with five girls in my grade that, apparently, did not see me as a friend. In an attempt to not hurt my feelings, I was informed that I could be there “substitute” friend; basically the club was the “five star club” and it could only have five members - I was the sixth.
Whenever a “friend” of mine had a birthday party, I was the pity guest (my “friends” had nothing to do with my invite, their parents did). To put it bluntly elementary and middle school were shit. High school wasn’t all that much better. For the sake of space, we won’t go into high school.
But we will go into College. As of recently, someone very near to me has informed me that he considers himself mean, rude, and horrible towards me. Although I am grateful that he actually found it necessary to explain this to me, and that I didn't see him as ever treating me this way, does not mean it doesn’t hurt. I’m tired of people picking on me, tired of the constant overflow of evilness; that was supposed to end back in middle school! Still getting it through high school, where my brothers attended, is one thing. But hell, I’m in college now, no brothers here - yet I’m still the same outcast I was to my own family!
Yes, I’m pissed, yes, I’m livid. And yes, I WANT MY AUNT SUZY!
Honestly though, what is it I do that causes you all to ridicule me so? If you say it’s because I make myself an outcast it’s because that’s the only thing I know to make of myself. God, I’m so happy it’s almost spring break.
PS: If you think you know who it is that’s informed me that they’re “mean” to me - you’re most likely wrong, but if you should know who he is (or you simply are him) don’t say who you think it is, I left no name for a reason! So, for crying out loud, don’t even make guesses as to who it could be!