Sep 07, 2003 13:52
this is selfish. & this is depressive. and i am arrogant and whinge way too much
but -
no one needs me like i need them. there isn't one person out there whos existance revolves around me, there is no one out there who think's of me in the morning and it's what makes them get out of bed. there is not one person alive who think i am everything. i am their world. i am selfish & can't get this out of my head and my blood and my breath.
people would notice if i wern't there, people do love me and people do like me - some - but no one needs me.
that is what i crave. i'm so sick and exhausted of it being the other way round.