today
well, my schedule is now "fixed". its not how i wanted it, but its better than it was. Mr.Nelson pressured me into taking algebra 2. ugh.
My birthday is really soon but i dont know if i want to have a party. i mean i want to, but the last two times ive had a party only like half or less of the people showed up which honestly offended me and i dont really feel like putting effort into a big party and having no one show up.
Dee sort of made me feel bad for not wanting to do anything for my b-day. she was saying that i could go over to the apartment and we could all get really drunk...which is cool, but
a)i dont know anybody but her.
b)im on a diet and dont want to eat pizza because whenever i do i eat like half a pizza, i cant stop at one peice. and beer has a ton of carbs.
c)not good for ovaries=cant donate eggs=no money
d)getting shit faced and acting like an ass just isnt that fun/appealing to me. its the same thing with getting high, i just dont want to. dont get me wrong, its not that i dont ever drink but i dont go places with that as the goal for the night...i dunno. she made me feel bad for my excessive photoshopping habits as well.
i really need to go find a dress for Mariahs wedding
My birthday is really soon but i dont know if i want to have a party. i mean i want to, but the last two times ive had a party only like half or less of the people showed up which honestly offended me and i dont really feel like putting effort into a big party and having no one show up.
Dee sort of made me feel bad for not wanting to do anything for my b-day. she was saying that i could go over to the apartment and we could all get really drunk...which is cool, but
a)i dont know anybody but her.
b)im on a diet and dont want to eat pizza because whenever i do i eat like half a pizza, i cant stop at one peice. and beer has a ton of carbs.
c)not good for ovaries=cant donate eggs=no money
d)getting shit faced and acting like an ass just isnt that fun/appealing to me. its the same thing with getting high, i just dont want to. dont get me wrong, its not that i dont ever drink but i dont go places with that as the goal for the night...i dunno. she made me feel bad for my excessive photoshopping habits as well.
i really need to go find a dress for Mariahs wedding