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I hate that most of my enrties are depressing, but honestly that's pretty much how I feel all the time. Well...not all the time. Lately I really havn't been happy at all. It's like UNCG sucks the happiness right out of me. I really don't think that college is for me. I just wish I could go to this school but have everyone here with me. The people here just don't make me happy like you guys do. I'm still not to sure about the whole french thing. I know what I have to do in order to succeed but I'm just too lazy. I wish I cared, I wish I felt like I had purpose. I just don't know anymore. I wish that someone could tell me it was ok and it actually be all ok. I failed my french test today. I shouldn't have but I just didn't put forth the effort. I just really really don't think college is for me. I want to see you guys sooooo bad I can't stand it. I think I might just go crazy. I'm just waiting for the day I just break down and actually go crazy. I never thought I would miss Hickory so much...well...the people of Hickory soooo much. I just want things to go back to the way they were before we all went back to college. This summer rocked and I wish I still had that feeling.