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For those of you who have not heard, I am now out to my parents. It wasn't pretty by no means. My mom thinks there is something wrong with my head and thinks I need counceling but she still loves me. My dad says I'm going to hell but again he still loves me. Kind of funny since I don't make it a habit to tell people that I love that they are going to hell but whatever. It wasn't my option to tell them anyway. A bouchebag that my dad knows found my myspace profile, printed it off, and gave it to him. I AM SOOOOO PISSED AT THAT!!! I'm also mad at my parents because they were going to come get me from UNCG and get me counceling. That is not happening. They still love me. Supposedly nothing has changed. WHATEVER! I have mixed feelings about this because it's been bad but now I have no problem letting people know who I am. I figure the worst is over. Now I can be free of being scared and it feels really good to have this weight of my shoulders. I have found out who my friends are through this. People who have offered to listen are some of the people I would have never thought. I have become closer to my gay friends through this because they know exactly what I am going through. I can finally say "yes" when someone asks, "Are you out to your parents?" That feels amazing. So I am trying to think positive about this. That's all I think I can write about for this entry.
I miss all of you!!!
*MUAH*
I miss all of you!!!
*MUAH*