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this is gonna be quite serious... i am falling apart.. my mental state is beating me up phyisically and i dont know if it will get better... i just want things to go right for once youknow? i want things to go good and stay good... i wanna keep this job i wanna have money and have a life! i wanna have someone to care about... i dont wanna be a dumbass or a klutz no more. i want to be happy
someone please point me in the right direction... hold my hand... give me a boost... im not asking again and i wont mention it.... atleast thats my mindset now im sick with this shit and i need to move on with my life... u wanna get a hold of me u get a hold of me... its not that hard... i dont care about fitting in anymore, i dont care about being everyones good friend. if u want me to be a friend to you u be a friend back.. u be a friend to me.
i may look fine but inside im screaming im going to explode. if i left the house the other night i WOULD have hurt someone it might have returned alittle of this so called sanity that peole SO CALL posess. i have severe headaches daily and all i wanna do is sleep. i told my self i would stop drinking and something bad happens like... i fuck up the car and garage... pay 850 in damages... and what else am i supposed to do to forget about it? i cantforget anything now adays everything lingers in my mind and everything clouds my concentration... i dont know what im gonna do about it...
Help
this is gonna be quite serious... i am falling apart.. my mental state is beating me up phyisically and i dont know if it will get better... i just want things to go right for once youknow? i want things to go good and stay good... i wanna keep this job i wanna have money and have a life! i wanna have someone to care about... i dont wanna be a dumbass or a klutz no more. i want to be happy
someone please point me in the right direction... hold my hand... give me a boost... im not asking again and i wont mention it.... atleast thats my mindset now im sick with this shit and i need to move on with my life... u wanna get a hold of me u get a hold of me... its not that hard... i dont care about fitting in anymore, i dont care about being everyones good friend. if u want me to be a friend to you u be a friend back.. u be a friend to me.
i may look fine but inside im screaming im going to explode. if i left the house the other night i WOULD have hurt someone it might have returned alittle of this so called sanity that peole SO CALL posess. i have severe headaches daily and all i wanna do is sleep. i told my self i would stop drinking and something bad happens like... i fuck up the car and garage... pay 850 in damages... and what else am i supposed to do to forget about it? i cantforget anything now adays everything lingers in my mind and everything clouds my concentration... i dont know what im gonna do about it...
Help