kinda depressed...
Kinda depressed for no reason. Maybe its because i havent had a meaningful relationship with a girl...maybe its because my friends suck...maybe its becuase my parents are drunken bastards...im such a hopeless romantic in the impossibly wrong time setting. Oh well enough morbid talk...i wish id go ahead and get my MRI done so i can find out how fucked my baseball season is...school started back up and my classes are pretty good. Im gonna wrack up this semester i can tell. Everything will seem better tomorrow im sure...like it always does...Dont listen to me...my problems arent nearly as bad as yours so i need to be buck up. Im a cracked shell...all the life has seeped out like the blood is seeping from me now...hold me tight...they told me it would get better in time...but if time doesnt move....how can things get better?