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Dec 06, 2004 22:33

fuck
livejournal got gay as fucking hell. this might be my last entry until i decide to come crawling back. i can write in a fucking diary and keep it under my pillow like dj tanner if i'm going to be the fucking only one reading this shit. im getting my lisence in like 25 days. who cares?
you motherfuckers think u can fuck around with me and my friends. me nadler wilson alreayd up in the 200's. think you can fuck around with us... nooo way. fuck, if you are stupid enough to talk shit about me my friends or my girlfriend or family, your dead stupid. kids try coming at me and my friends sideways like were not down to ride for eachother. i love my fucking friends, danielle, my family. if i loose any of them, i don't know what the hell i would do. chritmas is coming up, nothing really i can ask for. i do want a car though. i'll be at linden on friday for a match like memory. perfect beatdown oppertunities but no dancing allowed. fuck that. florida trip is coming back-. we leave the 19th and come home the 24th . like that afternoon. should be fun, come home tan and whatnot. i don't know whats been wrong wiht me lately, i been an angry fucking kid for some reason. im sure there are reasons . i stay up till at least 1 every fucking night, its beat as hell. i feel like watching peter pan so bad.
me and danielle have been going out for four months in like an hour. its been such a good for months. i'm so glad that i met you and grew so close with you. love you. i might wrestle or play football next year for highscool. im just going to lift everyday until i look like arnold.
Im such a homo, i cant accept what i have, which is perfect, i have to find something bad with almost everything which causes alot of fights.i promise i will work on that. maybe i'm just a real negative and bad person. who knows. it was 2 years ago where i realized i didnt like drinking and drugs. me geis wargo and mike werent cool enough to get invited to a fucking party where everybody was drinking. none of our friends called us, we had a deep conversation taht new years eve night in my bedroom that we thought we would be better off without that. ITS NOT A FUCKING STRAIGHT EDGE THING, its more of a "i dont want to fucking end up dead like my relatives who smoked like a pack a day." i dont hate on anybody for drinking or smoking or nothing, just dont give me or my friends fucking bullshit and mock us cause we are "pussies" or whatever you want to call us. no i dont claim straight edge, but if someone asked me if i smoked or drank, a simple fucking "no" would get the job done.
of course i act like a tough guy most of the time, but im really not. If anyone has any problems with me
wappy noots is where to find me beattttch.
i cant wait for TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, FRIDAY, SATURDAY, AND SUNDAY. i rarely have that many things to do!
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