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[thecomatorium]

 oh lady, lay like your my mother, i love you, you you you let me live these lies.  how do i pretend to live when you lay such a sweet pretense down.  forget believing in truth, love or faith.  I've got it all here in a glass.... small you are, i am naked.  i don't bother now.  how can i show you what i had inside all those days.  keep away, you should be smarter, by now you know better, to let those rivers run, i'm your friend. my face is putty.  mold me to be your shadow.  give me life.  tell me tuesday will come again.  how selfish of me to believe that there was a point to dreaming.  are you awake.  no.  this morning is spent in jest.  naked on the floor, bloody, tired and sore.   oh my babe what did you do to us.  good god i thought this was a joke.  but no, it's true, my payment...shortly will be due.  oh i'm hiding from you, and your little eyes.  so brown and sad...do you see?
i believe you wasted days and days hoping i was living, when i was nightmare, that was never worth dreaming.
 i'm sorry for you.