Apr 02, 2010 01:44
It may sound twisted, but I have made a deal with myself, and I intend to keep it. Sometimes it takes my breath away. But I don't think I can live like this for much longer.
I must be an awful, terrible person to be around.
I know I have made mistakes but who hasn't. When do all the good things I do at least balance things out?
My heart hurts, and it is so ridiculously heavy.
Why can't you see that I am amazing. Whatever happened to effort?
just not with me, I am just not worth it.
- Michael