Mar 15, 2005 22:58
blah yeah im getting kicked out of my house... it shall be a very plesant time seeming i dont know where im gunna go...eh oh well.
what i need right now more than anything is friends. i dont know why i just do.
everything in my head right now is just a blur, i know i shouldnt be thinking what i am. i know this is all just wrong and i try to convince myself im not like other people, but fuck it. i dont know.
what i've been wanting has happened but it just feels so unreal like i wasnt meant to have this and it sucks.
blah i <3 you.