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and in that space where time suddenly stopped and every possibility lay there transparent and obvious to me; each future path came together and revealed to me what would happen if a specific choice were made. And I knew then that each choice would have it's own set of negatives and positives and I was paralysed by the waves of information and possibilities that washed over me like a river smashing through it's restraining barrier.
And I didn't know which one to choose. I was frozen there knowing how letting you leave would change me - knowing I didn't know who i would become without you there. Did I want to let you go and risk that metamorphosis into a different me or did I want you to stay to offset the immediate devastation and loss and hold onto your familiar body and weep tears of joy as you held me?
I just didn't know.
and in that space where time suddenly stopped and every possibility lay there transparent and obvious to me; each future path came together and revealed to me what would happen if a specific choice were made. And I knew then that each choice would have it's own set of negatives and positives and I was paralysed by the waves of information and possibilities that washed over me like a river smashing through it's restraining barrier.
And I didn't know which one to choose. I was frozen there knowing how letting you leave would change me - knowing I didn't know who i would become without you there. Did I want to let you go and risk that metamorphosis into a different me or did I want you to stay to offset the immediate devastation and loss and hold onto your familiar body and weep tears of joy as you held me?
I just didn't know.