LAME SAUCE
internet still broken. oh well.
im home sick on a monday. how lame.
yesterday i was supposed to go to the movies with boy and we missed the first one, and he said we should go to the second one. 15 minutes before the second one i called & he was just getting to a friends house & said he was over it. thanks for telling me!
seems like hes over a lot of things.. and if im one of them, i think i should know. but it was kind of creepy when i called earlier that day he said "whoa! i was just thinking about you!" ahh.
i need to shower. im so fucking lame.
this weekend was soooooo over. except for i saw the guy im going to marry which was WONDERFUL. and it was the day after i had a dream about him. usually he is stand-offish because he has a girlfriend, but he so was NOT. yea well we didnt end up making it into the party because by the time our truck got there, the cops were on their way. so we just went back to the hick party! thennn we went home and my sister was having a little party of her own that i didnt know about so we left to some guys house and came back around 3 in the morning. now im sick.. and i think it has something to do with that.
im clean and sober.
but i think its messing with me.. because the second i decide to turn my life around, i get sick. maybe its a sign.. but i have to stay clean for my job. I'm going to work at LONGS!! fuck yes. me and april. hells yeah. i bought a new purse on saturday. im so out of it im just talking out of my ass. i need to stop. so bye..
(please call me im so bored.. and home all alone.. all day and boy is working.. all day)
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im home sick on a monday. how lame.
yesterday i was supposed to go to the movies with boy and we missed the first one, and he said we should go to the second one. 15 minutes before the second one i called & he was just getting to a friends house & said he was over it. thanks for telling me!
seems like hes over a lot of things.. and if im one of them, i think i should know. but it was kind of creepy when i called earlier that day he said "whoa! i was just thinking about you!" ahh.
i need to shower. im so fucking lame.
this weekend was soooooo over. except for i saw the guy im going to marry which was WONDERFUL. and it was the day after i had a dream about him. usually he is stand-offish because he has a girlfriend, but he so was NOT. yea well we didnt end up making it into the party because by the time our truck got there, the cops were on their way. so we just went back to the hick party! thennn we went home and my sister was having a little party of her own that i didnt know about so we left to some guys house and came back around 3 in the morning. now im sick.. and i think it has something to do with that.
im clean and sober.
but i think its messing with me.. because the second i decide to turn my life around, i get sick. maybe its a sign.. but i have to stay clean for my job. I'm going to work at LONGS!! fuck yes. me and april. hells yeah. i bought a new purse on saturday. im so out of it im just talking out of my ass. i need to stop. so bye..
(please call me im so bored.. and home all alone.. all day and boy is working.. all day)
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