well here it goes

[thecoke]

since i havent posted anything for a little while ive decided to do something different this time since i wont be seeing any of you till next week...im going to say whats been on my mind for a while

kory i hate you
sam i hate you
jarrett i hate you
adam i hate you
jeremy i hate you
yes catiln i also hate you
trevor p...i have no respect for you any more
there was a time i liked you more than a friend taylor
there was a time when i hated you trevor and jake but now im glad were good buds
rojer needs more fun
erins and patsy are cool
i wanna meet this lauren and jenny and josh
justine and julie....you rock
sorry ive been an asshole to you kelsey
much respect to the straight edge people like holly...we still need to chill
i give up on my friends,and not only that,everyone...you win

i need a break
i hate the most of you
makes me happy im leaving ths

~

you ever just want to cry?
you cant because you want to hold it in
as if you were embarrased to do it by yourself
i cant cry to myself
i feel weak
i dont want to
and yet
i do.....