Updateness

[thecodeofharry]

So I am on day three of official vacation time - although the first two days didn't really feel like vacation - friday night my whole house was gone so I went out with my secondary friends to the bar and it wasn't nearly the same - it made me all homesicky for my normal pubcrawlers. Saturday was good - me and cheryl watched movies all day with pizza - it was am much needed deflation period. Horton Hears a Who was HILARIOUS - just youtube horton and katie and you will see why. Sunday however; not so great, me and cheryl were chilling again until a bad phonecall from her boyfriend called for some serious drinking time which I wasn't really in he mood for but was happy to go for cheryl who had listened to all my petty drama the entire semester. Apparently she and her boyfriend have been on the rocks lately but she has been getting stronger and ok with the fact that she'll be okay if they break up - friday was the big talk and they decided to stick it out and then sunday she gets a call with a confession that he got drunk and kissed another girl the night before. It was really rough to be cheryl's only outreach at that point because I never know what to say when someone is so down - I am usually the great "now that you are ready to kick ass and get logical" kind of confidant. but again - I was happy to try for cheryl and i could tell she appreciated what I had to say and it is very true that she has made a lot of progress this semester with becoming stronger and doing things for herself and realizing what she wants in life - and there was a pure moment during our sunday conversation where i truly thought she got it - she was ready to move on - let me help her grab her shit from his place, etc. etc. and then today she was talking with him perfectly fine again. She still says that they aren't together but now its "she needs time to get over it" which I have never been able to comprehend - but at least she is saying that it's he that's going to have to work hard that she isn't activly seeking it. I just worry because of the way my mind thinks I guess - while I am torn on the whole kissing issue as to how big a deal that would actually be for me (can't know until it happens to me) I feel that for this to happen at a time when they were already rocky and she was already so ready to be okay with ending the relationship - why is it even worth it at that point. I don't know - and I guess I won't until I really love someone or am in that kind of realitonship I guess. GAH - hope one comes soon :D

Batteries dying so quick catchup:
-confessed to cheryl about weird Jeff dream and she says that everyone in your dream is you and that it could have something to do with getting drunk more often
-tomorrow print out xmas cards, pick up last stuff at laurens, clean room and start packing
-wednesday - finish packing and cleaning, final prep work before home, maybe some online xmas shopping
thursday - drop car of at gram's in the morning and then fly back to ri
-friday - pick up tori from college get the tour and all that

SUMMER MAYBE WE SHOULD SINGSTAR THURSDAY OR FRIDAY NIGHT? HMMMM???? LOL.