Sorry, its been a while
Indeed it has.
My first note is I just deleted about 10 people off my friends list. Either I didnt like them or in most cases they just dont make updates and I am cutting the fat from my life. LJ isnt exactly important so I am tired of lettingit go unattended. Well I finally deleted some people for whatever reason and if you dont like it, I dont care so keep your complaining for someone who does.
MySpace I have already deleted 60 people and plan to delete about 20 more.
Now to my life. Valentines Day was my birthday obviously. I got the usual well wishes from my friends, and then of course a few birthday wishes from the most absolute random people from my past ever, but it was still cool. That night I took Laur out to dinner and we exchanged gifts and had a good time. I never had anyone to ever spend my birthday with...and it felt fulfilling. Thats really how my life feels right now. I don't think I've been this happy or Optimistic in my life ever.
Friday I had a speech presentation. I forgot to dress up and didnt fill out the correct papers. Luckily someone else also didnt do this stuff. Mainly because it was no specified, its just the other 3 Managers took a wild guess. So she gave me and the other person until 5 that day to get it to her and so I did it as soon as I got home. It was kinda gay but its over.
This past weekend I pretty much spent it all with Lauren. Some people may be calling me selfish or a bad friend, and thats fine, I don't care. It would seem these past few months I have been trying to find myself. I know what I want now. I dont have many friends out there that I see on a regular basis anyway, and I know the ones who really care will stick with me through anything anyway so I'm not worried what anyone thinks.
Its true, from now on my weekends will most likely be booked up with the girl I care for. I never felt this way about anyone, and a lot of you can vouche for that. Its like spending the weekend with her wasn't enough. I never thought anything like this would ever happen to a dog earred second rater like me. Deep down I really almost gave up hope that Joe McDonald would ever find anyone. Maybe I have only technically been with her for 16 days...but they have been the best 16 days I can remember in my memory.
And yes I am quite aware no one here wants to hear about me being happy or be a big teddy bear or a big mush of happiness, and again I dont care. Its my damn journal.
I'm so used to coming on here and crying or complaining about my life...it is refreshing to say I am happy and actually mean it.
My first note is I just deleted about 10 people off my friends list. Either I didnt like them or in most cases they just dont make updates and I am cutting the fat from my life. LJ isnt exactly important so I am tired of lettingit go unattended. Well I finally deleted some people for whatever reason and if you dont like it, I dont care so keep your complaining for someone who does.
MySpace I have already deleted 60 people and plan to delete about 20 more.
Now to my life. Valentines Day was my birthday obviously. I got the usual well wishes from my friends, and then of course a few birthday wishes from the most absolute random people from my past ever, but it was still cool. That night I took Laur out to dinner and we exchanged gifts and had a good time. I never had anyone to ever spend my birthday with...and it felt fulfilling. Thats really how my life feels right now. I don't think I've been this happy or Optimistic in my life ever.
Friday I had a speech presentation. I forgot to dress up and didnt fill out the correct papers. Luckily someone else also didnt do this stuff. Mainly because it was no specified, its just the other 3 Managers took a wild guess. So she gave me and the other person until 5 that day to get it to her and so I did it as soon as I got home. It was kinda gay but its over.
This past weekend I pretty much spent it all with Lauren. Some people may be calling me selfish or a bad friend, and thats fine, I don't care. It would seem these past few months I have been trying to find myself. I know what I want now. I dont have many friends out there that I see on a regular basis anyway, and I know the ones who really care will stick with me through anything anyway so I'm not worried what anyone thinks.
Its true, from now on my weekends will most likely be booked up with the girl I care for. I never felt this way about anyone, and a lot of you can vouche for that. Its like spending the weekend with her wasn't enough. I never thought anything like this would ever happen to a dog earred second rater like me. Deep down I really almost gave up hope that Joe McDonald would ever find anyone. Maybe I have only technically been with her for 16 days...but they have been the best 16 days I can remember in my memory.
And yes I am quite aware no one here wants to hear about me being happy or be a big teddy bear or a big mush of happiness, and again I dont care. Its my damn journal.
I'm so used to coming on here and crying or complaining about my life...it is refreshing to say I am happy and actually mean it.