well this sucks.
I hate the fact I never get to make any decisions in my relationship. Jon just decides everything for me. Even though he agrees to things, then he changes his mind which makes me look like a huge asshole. I hate the fact that my friends do so much for me and I can never do anything nice back. I feel like a selfish little child. I can never make people happy and it gets to me so much. I really hate my existance sometimes. I'm sorry guys. I don't mean to let you down.