"i swear to god that i'll love you forever"
well well well....here i am. supposed to be at lunch, but i dont have money so im here. you know, it's sad that i just got paid on friday, and now am totally broke. i gave my last $20 to sean.....and i spent my last $4 on golds.....oh what, oh what will i do until next payday? i dont know....
anywho, noelle threw jamie a party on sunday. he is such a sweet little kid, i love that guy. then after all the adults left, the real party got started. i got drunk like a mother....and i guess i was being all sad, cause sean said that while he was taking me home, i was crying and obviously not happy. although he wouldn't tell me what i was talking about, i think i remember...
then yesterday, me and sean woke up at around the same time...we smoked. we chilled, smoked some more...then went to taco bell. the lady that im living with thinks im really sick, so she told us to go to urgent care after we ate so a doctor could check me out. now, im not stupid...i know when im sick or not. im not sick...at all. so we lied and said that it was really busy up there, and then we chilled in my basement. well, she found out we lied, and sean had to take me back to the doctor. it SUCKED. it was a waste of $100 just to have some fake doctor tell me there was nothing wrong with me. so now on top of the $150 i have to pay for rent next month, i also have to pay $100 for a doctors bill that should have never had to be paid for because there is NOTHING WRONG WITH ME!!
fuck the doctors.
anywho, noelle threw jamie a party on sunday. he is such a sweet little kid, i love that guy. then after all the adults left, the real party got started. i got drunk like a mother....and i guess i was being all sad, cause sean said that while he was taking me home, i was crying and obviously not happy. although he wouldn't tell me what i was talking about, i think i remember...
then yesterday, me and sean woke up at around the same time...we smoked. we chilled, smoked some more...then went to taco bell. the lady that im living with thinks im really sick, so she told us to go to urgent care after we ate so a doctor could check me out. now, im not stupid...i know when im sick or not. im not sick...at all. so we lied and said that it was really busy up there, and then we chilled in my basement. well, she found out we lied, and sean had to take me back to the doctor. it SUCKED. it was a waste of $100 just to have some fake doctor tell me there was nothing wrong with me. so now on top of the $150 i have to pay for rent next month, i also have to pay $100 for a doctors bill that should have never had to be paid for because there is NOTHING WRONG WITH ME!!
fuck the doctors.